Hate my life.

I had not done the other 3 of my assignment. I like so fucked up. Sigh. I just have to spend this whole afternoon to do my Accounts & Communications. Boring.

I seriously hate my life even more now. I just have my reasons for it. I don't think living longer helps. Let me be the memories. Let me die in your hands. I'm just to easy. I hate myself. I fucking want to slit my fucking throat and be gone forever. I know its wrong but anger can lead to anything bad. I've been keeping my frustation for over sometime now. This time its just too much. I just fucking hate my fucking self. Sigh..

If I know this were to happened, I wouldn't let you into my miserable life. But now you left me, without a reason or whatsoever. Dismiss me like I'm a nobody. Promises made were truly white lies. Its insane to look at your smile, your tears you shed for me and the happiness you brought to me. Slitting doesn't help but killing does. Sigh. I just shouldn't accept you back. You're just the same like the others; Leaving me with no reasons.

I'm sorry about this post. I just need to let out my anger and frustation. I just need sometime alone. I don't have a real close friend really. I'm a loner. Death is going alone. I fucking lost myself right now. I cried if I have to. Theres just too many problems I have to face. I want to end all this right now. and forever..